When pretending gets you nowhere

I was never good at Halloween parties... great to have the costume, but you needed to get into the part. I have tried very hard (so hard I gave myself a headache) to pretend that I have three days off from radiation and that there is no cancer. I know that it becomes one of those vicious circle things, but as great as the day started, the afternoon is going the way of the NE Patriots game... down the toilet. Oh and yes, I had a small tiny incident this morning.

So all in all not a good day. but like Scarlett says... Tomorrow is another day... (duh ...what kind of dumb ass statement is that???? who writes that shit.)