so here we go again....
On February 28th I went to my 3 month appointment at B.I. I had really nothing to talk about with them; breathing was good, gym was good, but I had this bump by my collar bone that was preventing me from wearing any low sweetheart necklines. When I showed the doctors, they were all a bit perplexed since it wasn't there last scan in December. What could that be???... Well.. HELLO.... you guys are the doctors... I didn't ask for a breast implant in the wrong place!
They decided that I needed a Pet scan/CT scan on March 4th. You all know how much I love those. First the motor oil concoction and then the dreaded barium. YUKE!...
And then we wait... 1 whole week. In the meantime, I think that the bump is getting hard and growing a little bit, and to make matters worst, it is fucking up my sleep because I can't seem to get comfortable in my usual sleeping position.
So let's forward to Tuesday. The doctor team never sees patients on Tuesday's and I know that they will be either late or not there. Radiologist dude comes in 45 minutes late and drops the bomb... I either have a recurrence of the old cancer or I have a new cancerous growth as shown in the petscan. MOFO..
The biopsy is scheduled for Monday and then we can give it a name. Once we have a name, the diagnostic and battle plan is drawn. It does appear that I will have some time booked at the BI Hilton for some tanning soon. Frequent miles for me!
3 Comments:
HOLY FUCK!!!!! Not again...UGH
Here I am about ot finally return to work & you're gonna run away again! This is not the type of roller coasters I like being on... Yes, I'm selfish but I'm already depressed because of my situation & now this! GOD DAMMIT... :-( No wonder you haven't answered my emails.... This really sucks.
Dear Sass:
I will be at work as far as I know.. it is only tanning and chemicals as far as I know. Get your ass to work!
mima
I hope too very soon! & also that you will tolerate the cocktails better this time than the last... Nobody enjoys work w/o you there!
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